The "What If" game is a constant battle of going in circles. It never gets resolved. It causes fear, unnecessary tension, stress and a critical spirit. I cannot do anything about the future except give it to God and prepare for in the present as guided by the Holy Spirit.
What if I could stop asking what if for long enough to discover true faith? As a preceiver, I tend to project thoughts and concerns into the future. I play scenarios over in my head and even practice conversations to make sure that I get things right. I tend to prepare for things that never come. If wasting time worrying about non-existent problems was an Olympic sport, there are times when I could be a five time world champion.
Why do I find it so hard to trust God? I know that He is better at His job than I ever would be. But I keep on trying to take it from Him. God is calling me to let go and to trust.
I have been dealing with a major ministry concern for months now. I had worked myself into a good lather about absolutely nothing. Sure, the problem may rise its head down the road. But why worry about it today? Each new day has enough problems of its own to occupy me. God showed me what I needed to do a long time ago. He will deal with anything standing in the way of His plans. All I have to do is trust and obey. Hey, I think there may be a song in there somewhere. Trust and obey for there is no other way....
